Little update.
Have far too much time on my hands now that I’m over an hour early for work. Not much to report other than I’m exhausted and ready to take the bus back the fuck home. Been having a couple bouts with depression lately, but nothing related to dysphoria or anything like that.
Been on Facebook more than usual because of wedding things. Plus I’m kind of lazy in texting and/or otherwise communicating with the bride. Best to decision to make my job to “prevent me from exploding in a poof of estrogen and glitter”, right? Anyway, it’s making me want to update little things here and there - primarily my picture. Right now, the one I have is from when I was 60 pounds heavier and trying much harder to be feminine for my then-boyfriend. Typically, I wouldn’t care about these things, but I’m getting to a point where I’m tired of hiding.
It seems kind of quick for me to get to that point, but I’m kind of an all-or-nothing person. When I make a decision, I want it to be final. Over and done with as quickly as possible. With something like gender identity, it’s not that easy I’ve taken my gender off my profile, but I’m not quite ready to label myself male there. A new picture would be a good step, but only when I have a binder. That’s sort of my first big milestone.
Just looked at the binder I want at Underworks.
Turns out it’s only $30 (until you add shipping). I can’t really justify buying it any time soon, but knowing it’s cheaper than I remembered is awesome.
My birthday is coming up in less than two weeks. If anyone gifts me money, I’ll buy one and then hate myself because my bills are still piling up. But it’ll be one less expense for the wedding which is now slated for mid-January.
What if someone were to just buy it as a birthday gift instead?
Then I would have to demand that person come back to AC so I can ravish them over pasta and meatballs.
And that cake thing.
Just looked at the binder I want at Underworks.
Turns out it’s only $30 (until you add shipping). I can’t really justify buying it any time soon, but knowing it’s cheaper than I remembered is awesome.
My birthday is coming up in less than two weeks. If anyone gifts me money, I’ll buy one and then hate myself because my bills are still piling up. But it’ll be one less expense for the wedding which is now slated for mid-January.
Erika for President.
This rocks
So great!
(Source: bromo-aj)
